30 january 2010

yesterday went ur house, i can feel u still there wit us.
i sit at the living room, i sat on the sofa we sat 2gether that day.
u was reading newspaper then i talk to u awhile.
few days later, u'r gone forever.

i look at the place, i still cant believe the truth.

we all sat at the living room.
chat chat chat, but i believe everyone miss u so much.
behind the sofa is where the place u ...
infront me the place we sat together that day.
the feelin for me is really so unhappy..
so sick.. want to cry but i cant.
bcoz i know u don want us to be sad.
but really hard for us to let go.

today,
i went grandparent house and finally i read the letter u wrote.
understand u are so suffer.
maybe this is the way u can find happiness.
i cannot be so stingy to let u find ur happiness but u're so stingy because left us now to miss u.

don worry, we wont blame u anymore after read ur letter.
we understand u.

u must come my dream visit me k.
u know i miss u so much.

i just wan to know R U OK NOW?
=)


miss u