friendship? love?

"You're my best fren as well as my lover, and i do not know which side of you i enjoy the most. i treasure each side, just as i treasured our life together. "

Nicholas Spark

sorry?!

一句对不起，就可以换来一句没关系吗?

shopping makes me =D

LV - checked
Gucci - checked
Longchamp - checked



what next?
zharnel(Chanel).. lol.. inside joke..
Balenciaga
YSL

but the problem is i got no $$

FML

i need a job !

资格

一时，我觉得连哭的资格都没有。
因为我没有名分。

C=

very pain.

26th dec, i saw u holding her hand.
my fren ask, wats ur feeling.
i told her i cant feel anything but i just feel unfair why when we together u dont wan ppl to know
but her, she can has commitment..
why why why?
im jealous she can hold ur hand, im jealous she can post imy at ur fb which i wanted to do that long long time ago.. WHY?
why everything is just so unfair to me.? ='(

原来爱上一个人是会令人做错事。
不是简单的错，是连我都看不起自己的事。

imy ESS =(

.

不是不要，而是时间不允许。或是他根本没爱过我。不会恨你， 只是觉得可惜。

Love u .

Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.

bye blogger.

not going to blog .

wan to know more bout me add me at FB
or twitter

joanne_evoseok@hotmail.com

30 january 2010

yesterday went ur house, i can feel u still there wit us.
i sit at the living room, i sat on the sofa we sat 2gether that day.
u was reading newspaper then i talk to u awhile.
few days later, u'r gone forever.

i look at the place, i still cant believe the truth.

we all sat at the living room.
chat chat chat, but i believe everyone miss u so much.
behind the sofa is where the place u ...
infront me the place we sat together that day.
the feelin for me is really so unhappy..
so sick.. want to cry but i cant.
bcoz i know u don want us to be sad.
but really hard for us to let go.

today,
i went grandparent house and finally i read the letter u wrote.
understand u are so suffer.
maybe this is the way u can find happiness.
i cannot be so stingy to let u find ur happiness but u're so stingy because left us now to miss u.

don worry, we wont blame u anymore after read ur letter.
we understand u.

u must come my dream visit me k.
u know i miss u so much.

i just wan to know R U OK NOW?
=)


miss u

to my cousin bro.

26th Jan 2010, when i woke up in the morning wanted to go college,

my mother cried and she hug me.

she told me that u'r pass away.

for that moment i really dunno wat to do.

both of us just cry cry cry..

my heart is so pain..

really really really really really really pain.

how i wish everything is just a dream,

how i wish actually is my brother bully my mother again

but not the news that u're already gone.

few days ago i just talk wit u,

but now u're gone forever.

u will never going to say hello and talk to me.

although u're just my cousin but got one moment we'r always together

when u stay beside us,

u will always come my house do homework do revision.

sometimes will eat at my house.

u told me u hate the aunty, bcoz she's so dirty.
eveynight u joggin.

everytime u will never close ur door bcoz u said got the HUGE dog.

i still remember when we're young, i like to stay at grandparent house.

then at night u will come knock our door, then all of us Taryn, Mandy, Bk, Boon Guan and Vicky will cook maggi together and watch animal docmentary together.

sometimes we will talk ghost story.

we will all play at midnight.

we like to go buy snacks together.

u like to come my house after my father finis work.

everytime when my father come back from work, the car sure will extra one person.

that you. =)

u likes to play wit my dog that no one dare to touch it.

u likes to play wit my brother

u likes to talk cocks to make us happy, is really very LAME

u likes to cheat in gamble to make everyone wan to boo you. but its just so funny.

u likes to lose and let us win

u likes to watch Zhao Xin Chi movie

u likes dog so so so so much

u likes to care people.

u like to play wit the younger cousin.

u likes to play football

u likes to read story book.

when i broke up last time,

u ask me to Jia You.

u say i sure can do it.

i don deserve to have a ... bf.

finally i can over come it.

how bout u?

everytimes i wanted to find u but no one accompany me.

so when i go ur house do assignment i sure will talk to u

i still remember when i do 24 Power Drink assignment, u said u want to talk to me,

but i was busy wit assignment and in the end i fall as sleep.

2 days later ur depression coma back.

i felt so guilty never talk to u.

i felt so guilty bcoz i busy wit assignment and owned work until no time to find u.

i felt guilty bcoz everytime we hang out oso din call u.

i felt guilty bcoz i will never ever got the change to talk to u.

i really really really can be ur cousin next life.

i miss u so much

LOVE U. my cousin.

Ian Jack and Ludfi Birthday

another late update =)

place: WIP, Bangsar
second round: ZOUK.

the birthday Boys

Gropu Pic.

All Help ians..

i represent IACT... hahaha

Ian

Abdi

the phweetty girls


3 mar lat lous.. :P

heart Heineken..

X'mas n New Year

New Year Eve Celebrate at Chyrus' sister house..

nth much to say.

BBQ, Alcohol is a Must Have beverage for tat night and play games..

X'Mas at Grandparent House wit the Potatoes =)

we dont wanna go out bcoz we don wanna pack wit ppl..

maybe we'r OLD..

OMFG!!

hahaha...

me, fat face.. =(

very obvious right..

my face is very square dy... FUCK!!

FOODSSS!!!

i just cant stop my mouth for one second..

lollolz... kua jiong ness!!

my mouth finally stop when exchange gift session.. :P

present we bought

got the present from her.

he got mine.. =)

i know very parlia la buy chocolate..

but its just nice..

Book Khim Birthday

wow..
i know im so darn late to post tis..
but who cares right..

plan to celebrate at Delicious KL,

but we'r late and the kitchen is close

so in the end we going The Ship.

the steak there normal la..

not as nice as last time..

still prefer

Jake's Charbroil Steaks

^^

the hanzis..

potatoes

alotcrapstowriteandshare

hey hey hey...

super long didn't update my BLOG!!..

Was Lazy since i start my intern...

here the pics i play shit eat club work and many mores...

Twister Party @ Vy Yin Place

before Intern Start.

and

2morow 31st Dec is my last day..

wtf damn fast right...

is so not PEACE for twister..

lollolzzz

V.Yin, Felicia, Chyrus Me and Sherman

The college frenssss

The Girls

BeeBee Birthday

at Sanctury, Curve.

lot of human tatday... all bee's Frens..

spot me ?? ^^

make new frens

Mariah Carey Event at Zouk..

suppose to work but in the end Partayyyy like nobody business..

AWESOME nya..

wat a good job... hehehe

Meet the Girls there..

Wit Stephy Lee

Tipsy dy.

Good Sister..

love u

Met Joe there oso..

The bosses from Universal...

Thanks For teached me alot.. ^^

and them Marcus dai lou and Cheryl..

Cheers for 2010~~






Y2J and Evan Yo Concert.

playing around at the Hotel while waiting the boss call.

i dabao food and sent to their room oso... how good if they're Jay or Paris Hilton..

lolz....

But Evan Yo is Handsome.. *-*

YT

Jonas Brother event at One Utama!

the crowds, actually very little ppl..

Nampak saya tak??

neh the one on stage

lolz.. cheh wah!!

was helping up Natalie From Hitz